YESTERDAY.
went to church, 8.30am mass
had cath which was BORING.
she could stop picking on me for a change though
so then dan decided to make TARTS.
so she didn't wana go with me to snow city :/
oh wells. i had more fun (:
so i went for the church camp metting.
then i went to charissa's house with mathias.
played the computer awhile.
then went on to meet cheng in town.
i went late XD
reached there around two.
left around two thirty to meet grace.
met grace at the jurong national library.
walked to snow city.
reache there at four.
THEN! the next session was in an hour!
they had sessions la. shits.
so we walked around the omni theater looking at the posters. HP! ;D
i was omg-ing. XD
then went mcs. ate.
then went back.
played.
homed. (:
long next two posts.
had long days out of home.
IT FELT THAT GOOD.
DAMN.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
M=I RAPED
R=A STOP SIGN
name - marianne jeanne hendricks
gender - feMALE
pri school - kellock
sec school - stc
horoscope - cancer
height - 162
colour - LIMEgreen
food - chocolates ;D
drink - barley
number - EIGHT
cartoon characters - barthomew jay jat simpson
song - why don't you kiss her?
movie - titanic.
subject - holiday
day - sunday
listening - because you live - JESSE MCCARTNEY.
jeans - no.
gone, but not forgotten.
its hard to visualize something that was never there.
example, YOU.
I want to give what you've given me Always.
because you live. (:
the happier times.
only if i could turn back time,
SENTOSA 3AM. ):
i miss then.
sneeking past everyone else sleeping.
not telling anyone what was happening.
the stares beneath the eye bags.
i miss it all.
http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a72/mj_hayden/flip.jpg
http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a72/mj_hayden/time.jpg
two new photoshopped photos. (:
i like the second one better.
poster edges are cool. HAHA (:
talking to satay now.
about the combis.
me may go to the same class.
we plan on taking the same humanities.
its cool.
& i wanna take CLB (:
Friday, October 28, 2005
i can't think straight, i won't do what you ask me.
i don't know who you are anymore.
tell me its only a bad dream.
tell me i won't have to wait for you.
tell me i won't have to stay up tose late nights.
don't tell me i made you promise you couldn't say goodbye.
because i was with you,
now i can't be with anyone else.
because of you.
sorry if i can't let you go,
but i can only tell you-
in my mind your still my number one.
<3
just went for P&W.
now five, you can't complain that i wont hug you. ;D
i'm so scheming.
people have been viewing my blog.
i'm SURPRISED.
to you who is reading,
HELLO ! (: and thankyou.
i wish we would sing friends or heart of worship. :/
oh well. i can't have everything.
i may leave with nothing.
but still, remember me for me.
not for being like- a wanna be or somthing.
school today was boring.
except the end. ):
i am going to miss many people.
i bet i'll be in the same class as shahilia & zhihui.
or maybe it'll be with charlene from 2a.
but, if i get into the worst class,
i'll be with michelle, marcella. UFO.
yuck ! so yeah.
i think i can make it into 3.1
I NEED TO GO 3.1 (:
3.2 is such a slack class.
but it'll be fun either way.
3.1 i learn the same number of subjects as combi 1
so yeah. 3.1 !!!
hahahhaa. kill me.
i'm taking geog & elective lit.
THE END. (:
Thursday, October 27, 2005
i'm waiting for rena.
ponned school today.
EH !
FASTER.
LETS PLAY FLASHFLASH REVOLUTION! (:
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
today was alright.
watched a movie & a documentry in school.
had two periods of playing computer.
& yes, the teachers allowed it.
beacuse it was too boring.
and many people didn't come to school.
nothing to do.
had my cca.
also boring.
nothing much to do.
when i came to my void deck,
saw this box containing three kttens.
ginger, tabby coloured & black with stripes.
they were so cute with blue eyes (:
so i called jonathan down.
then we took it up to PLAY ! ;D
the mother was a stray, downstairs.
then i called charissa. she came.
we played with the kittens for two hours or so?
then she brought them home.
showed five.
brought them back.
(:
I LOVE THE,
BUT NOW THEY'RE GONE
I HATE GOODBYES :/
in school now.
I GOT TWO CALLS TODAY LA.
hahaa.
my mom just called.
STUPID LAR.
hahaha.
& im bored :/
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
fiveight.
I JUST MADE A FIVEIGHT DP.
WOOHOO!
haha.
i thank my guardian angel (:
i would have been hit by that floorball stick.
i was just this close.
it nearly hit my face, the eyes.
i only felt the wind.
& thank you for keeping me safe.
KILL ME.
i was lying :/
i am happy with what we got.
i am happy i participated.
i am happy we achived something.
ITS OUR FIRST.
& OUR LAST.
-swan song (:
CHENG CHENG, RENA, DESIREE & NICOLE
DID NOT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY.
WE GOT FIRST PLACE FOR FLOORBALL
THIRD FOR CAPTIANS BALL
THANKS TO CHENG, RENA & DES.
WE DIDN'T WIN LAR.
HAIYER.
WE WERE IN NEED OF TALL PEOPLE.
-GLARES.
Monday, October 24, 2005
if your ginny,
& your reading this,
I THANK YOU FOR BEING SO LOW (:
i wanna hold on, but this has to end.
i wanna say goodbye, but i dont wanna leave.
i have to go, but i wanna stay.
i really really wanna freeze time.
it feels so perfect now.
its like im putting you down,
catch the time frame
& we'll be it up on the wall.
away then we will fly
up into the high skies.
soar into the blue & away from here
and then we'll never die down
never fall, never fail
together for eternity. (:
TODAY WAS BORING.
NOTHING TO DO.
JUST STONED IN CLASS.
PLAYED TAIDI, BLACKJACK & DONKEY.
THTS ABOUT IT. :/
Sunday, October 23, 2005
YESTERDAYS PAST :
woke up early in the morn
went teh play the com.
then i slept. was tired,
then bathed & left .
supposed to go church with five, but five PANGSEHHED me. ):
so i went with germaine instead.
i couldn't find lil monster.
during mass, five messaged me: where u?
i said i was in church.
& i hada very clear view of them.
so those two looked around.
trying to find me. i didn't want them to.
i was trying to stay behing tht guy infront.
so they wouldnt see me.
but they did.
yeah, so i was found.
then cheng called me during mass.
they were there already.
luckily it was the end of mass.
germ & i rushed out to find them.
then rena finally saw five in real life.
and vice versa.
so we wenta grab a drink, & our seats were taken.
after tht drink, we went into the church & took photos.
then they put their stuff down.
rena & cheng ate beehoon
then we went to get sausages. (:
BARBEQUED.
& oh yeah, charissa fed me this GARLIC BREAD.
(: lovely.
and she turned one round, & rena was like:
WHOA ! EH, DID YOU SEE ? SHE TURNED ONE AROUND. LIKE WOOSH.
i offically proclaim that rena's a lil off her rocker.
then there was no cups, so rena, she did something STUPID.
SHE TOOK THE 7UP BOTTLE & USED IT AS HER CUP. & THIS KIND LADY FILLED IT UP LIKE 3/4 FULL FOR HER. SO SHE WAS CARRYING THE BOTTLE AROUND EVERYWHERE, LIKE AN IDIOT.
then five asked me to go to the kitchen area, so cheng,rena & mer were too scared to go in. & outside had lizards. so they were scared to go out. !!! so in the end we ran out, & didn't go in.
so later my church vs mattias group of friends, we're fighting for pan. cos mattias friend likes pan. yeah. so they played soccor, whoever won, got pan la. HAHAHAHA. stupid.
five asked me to go up & watch la. thn rena, cheng & mer didn't want to go. so i went up with charissa, her cousin & his friend. then while we were gg up, five shouted at us:
wait first ! WE'RE CHANGING.
so yeah. we were like facing the opposite direction and talking. so they just changed like what 50m behind us. yeah. then when the game was gonna start, i recieved a call from lil moster.
she was asking where i was. she had been here since SIX pm. & we didn't see her !! omg, so poor thing. ):
then as i ran down, five asked me to bring them up la.
so yeah. ran down. &amp; dragged them up ;D
we sat down & talked.
then we took photos.
there was this extra hand at mer's waist. cheng freaked out.
it was in her camera. & she deleted the photo.
then we told ghost stories.
then the ball rolled in our direction & hit mer.
she SCREAMED.
& then she & i started laughing.
it was damn funny.
cheng got so scared because of the picture & the ghost stories.
so we played truth or dare.
then it was nine.
went off. they send me off (:
then they went to PEE.
then they went off. haha.
five, its okay.
i'm sorry too la.
moddswing a lil bit.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
she shunned my eye,
she hated my smile.
she never knew me
but she awoke my lie.
alive yet dead
there but gone
she will never leave me
but neither will she stick with me
its just the sorrow of her broken heart.
the lies behind her once "perfection"
the truth underneath her skin
bleeding out, & set free.
goddammed
motherfuckr.
quote of the centuary.
from MTV, pimp my ride.
YOU DON'T OWN THEM, THEY'RE YOURS.
& xzibit starts rolling on the floor, laughing. (:
& marianne thinks, wth.
Friday, October 21, 2005
I NEED MY DOSE OF SADNESS (:
yeah, sadistic.
whatever.
i'm just being me.
guess what ?
YOU,
better stop telling people
thats so not you.
YOU
dont even know them that well.
people do & say things sometimes to please others.
example, YOU .
so stop telling them whats good for them.
let them think for themselves.
& YOU
better shutup.
i really cannot stand you anymore.
i dont care if you can't stanf anyone of us besides des.
the point is,
its time for you to stop venting your anger/fustrations on us.
you are really asking for it.
went to the NE trail today.
RENA CANOT PEEL ORANGES (:
went to the hindu temple first.
it had so many statues,
SIXTEEN on the ceiling.
& counting. HA !
then we skipped STC ):
so we went on to the railway station.
ate our lunches (:
I GOT THE CURRY PUFFS ! (:
& THE FRIED STUFF.
<3 lovely.
then went to the chinese temple.
they gave us a sweet & an orange.
we all choose the milk sweet.
jessica got the mandarin orange
rena, cheng & i had the australian oranges.
then we went to labrador park.
our sweets finished but still carrying the oranges around.
so we decided to eat our oranges there.
& rena couldn't peel her orange.
HA ! jessica DUG her nail into the thick orange skin and practically SLICED it open.
but cheng, since the orange skin was thin, she had no problems !!!!
soi punctured the orange & peeled it (:
RENA SQUIRTED JUICE ON EVERYONE.
thanks arh. hahaha.
we were all so STICKY.
EEEEE, haha.
so later we were talking in the bus.
then RENA was like:
eh, cheng, last time got long hair right ? why she cut short hair turn bung ?
then i happily went on:
so rena, you cut short hair also turn bung la
AND CHENG DIED SAYING:
ohmygod, marianne that's the funniest joke i heard from you.
anyway,
i went high at 0530 PM today.
(: TALK TO ME AT 0530 DAILY.
& i'll show you how high i can get.
;D
*shines on.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
yeah, keep it all in.
HA ! very funny.
then i'll show you what i'm like when i blow.
when i blow,
you better stay away,
or else, you'll kena also.
BTW,
i HATE her (:
its pretty obvious from the way i hardly talk/smile/laugh with/at her.
FAGGOT.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
tht music is a lil soft,
so yeah, turn up yer speakers (:
song : DREAMIN.
with a g. (:
Now im sittin on the side of this tub, watchin the blood flowing from my wrists. im startin to see spots and i think im almost at death. Almost where i have wantd to be since i was born.
i watch the red blood fall into the tub & down the drain.
The blood tht i hate.
My world goes black, my last coherent thought being tht soon i will be with my love. Soon.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2411604/1/
go read it. (: its purty & gory. but it's the best ever yt.
its dracohermione.
"Everthing in this room is edible, even im edible. But tht, my friends, is called cannibalism and is frowned upon in most societies." why is tht willie just so funny? (:
"you smell like old people & soap, i like tht"
he perks me up with plum lime juice when ever the day's black.
dammed guy, every moment is filled with laughter. i wish we were all like tht. i wish our lives had less troubles yeah, if only, if only there was me & yer w/o her. if only. till then i'll be dreaming of a better place.
btw, i was the one who uploaded this song on iwebtunes. most of yer wldn know of it. but either way, its frm i dream. the main solos are frankie/calvin (: aka the two on my blog picture.
i won know wht i woulda done w/o yer, mah friend. yer just seem teh bring out the light in mah life. thanks. <3
& i don wanna fall teh pieces, i just wanna sit & stare at yer. & i don wanna talk abt it. & i don wanna conversation. i just wanna cry infronta yer. & i don wanna talk abt it, cos im in love wit yer.
yes im in love wit yer-
i think the way this is written in is lovely.
i prefer YERs to YOUs. (:
if only we cld live twice. the second time i woulda loved yer much betta. im sorry for tht mess i made, i fuckd it up, cnt change it bck.
Monday, October 17, 2005
my english & chinese flunked.
chinese i got aout 33.
english about 62.
as i said, ABOUT.
freaking oral.
I TOLD YOU I SCREWED IT.
at least i improved in my compo.
THANK GOD.
i thought i was going to fail,
for i included drugs & character death.
it's COMPLICATED.
and there was blood all over, spattered yet untouched.
she looked so silently sweet, her face shone.
i couldn't soil her, i left her there. bleeding.
not dead, but gone. :/
I WANNA POST MY COMPO HERE. (:
OF COURSE THE ENGLISH SA2 COMPO.
CRASH COURSE.
MY NEW FORM OF WRITTING.
NEW NEW NEW! (:
SADISTIC. ;D
JIMMY GETS HIGH. (:
blog password, ACTIVATED.
for those who are reading,
you KNOW the password already. (:
THANK GOD.
and i dont want the world to see me, cos i don't think that they'll understand. when everything's meant to be broken, i just want you to know that i am.
MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY & EMOTIONALLY.
scars ;
the art or keeping pain at bay
CHANGING TO PRIVATE BLOG.
i really don't want many people to read what i say.
especially those who TALK about me?
yes. okay, change starts tomorrow. (:
MEANWHILE,
THINKING OF A PASSWORD.
which, will not be of any revelence to me/
Sunday, October 16, 2005
someone asked who i was.
well,
i am me. (:
human, crazy.
two legged,
DIGS HER NOSE.
called a he. (:
i think i write people nonsense testimonials, and they write back nonsense ones too. which is funny. (:
THEY MAKE ME SMILEEEE !
I AM ETTT .
I CCAAANNN SSSSSMIILLEE !
see what i mean?
HAHAHA !
went to watch flightplan.
NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE. SCARY.
haha (: and charissa,
you should have told me you were with the other four, then i would have gone :/
but then again, HAHAHA.
POO !
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i woke up this morning,
realising that its a new beginning.
i can smile again
Friday, October 14, 2005
i am ONLINE (:
went to ps after great world. jessica accompanied me. thanks (: i didn't know where the lan place was, so jessica and i walked upstairs, and we saw daphanie khoo with some european girl. SO CUTE!! haha. blame me, she was wearing really baggy clothes, and looked kinda lost in them, and not so fat :X
YOU DID NOT JUST HEAR ME (:
anyway, then charissa came, met her at the mrt station, and saw jessica off there. charissa then said she was hungry, so went with her to pastamania. there was this whole bunck of 2a girls who kept starring. :/ i was like- okayy. so after that, went up to check out shirts for di's present. but didn't know which one we should buy for him, so we decided to let him choose. we went to check out the movie timings, then we went to yahama. played MESSED with the drums, and the gituars. then nandee came. so we went to play a lil more drums & gituars. then we went up to the cinema. watched into the blue as corspe bride was sold out.
I LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF. i wish coke man would fall out of the ps glass roof(:
COKE MAN ! COKE MAN ! COKE MAN ! (:
then went to eat WAFFLE ICE CREAM (:
mocha chocolate chip flavoured ice cream on the top & whipped cream. tasted ALOT like marche. then while we were queueing, these two sec threes kept starring & pointing and talking. IN MY DIRECTION!
asdfghjkl !
it was super WIERD. i felt so- eeee.
haha. whatever, forget them la.
they've got no life. nevermind.
then went home.
just finished my BREAKFAST (: going to use msn now. i accidently cracked the mcd's code.
currently, i cn view whatever they have in the computer. and its not allowed. SHIT.
i'm in macdonalds now.
great world macs.
eating my BREAKFAST (:
sharing with jessica.
des, gniny & rena are here too.
HELLLO !
haha. they'e odering the food now.
AND !
EVERYTHING IS BETTER (:
later going to town with charissa.
going to disturb five and ah net (:
WHEEEE.
okayokay,
the food's here.
later-
SCRAM ! (:
Thursday, October 13, 2005
i can't argue she's wrong.
i can't argue she's right.
but my conscience tells me.
we're both going the wrong way.
in opposite directions.
i wont forget the last time we had fun.
before the gossip started,
before the rain fell down.
how can i smile with a tear in my eye ?
where's my i dream.
going in reverse,
i missed you (:
i can't wait .
its all over tomorrow-
all our pains will fade away
then i can face you again.
tell you how much you mean to me
MY FRIEND (:
ALL THE IMPORTANT EXAMS ARE OVER (:
stress relief.
I AM GOING TO LOVE TOMORROW-
woohoo. going out (:
ivan talks nonsense. HAHA!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
LEAVE ME ALONE LA.
FREAK.
EVERYTHING'S JUST GETTING ON MY NERVES, I CAN'T EVEN RESTR FOR AWHILE- TO JUST TOUCH THE COMPUTER. OH WOW- I WILL DIE FROM TOUCHING THE COMPUTER. THANKS AR.
IS EVERYBODY GOING CRAZY?
NO.
EVERYBODY IS CRAZY.
GOING TO READ MY SCIENCE. HOPEFULLY.
changed blogsong to crazy.
i tuitioned today AND yesterday.
i killed my hand last night- writing fresh notes on geog. now my hand hurts, ALOT. ): esp during the grog paper today. ARGH !
i hope it won't be that painful tomorrow :/
till then,
I WILL LOVE YOU.
thurday- pan & charianne.
friday- 589 & two more.
I CANT WAIT !
Sunday, October 09, 2005
SUNDAY SCHOOL
it wasn't as expected-
it was BETTER (:
but now i am just empty, i plan on looking at how they MAY test us on the unseen poem-
i borrowed five's EOY lit & geog papers. AND THE ANSWER SHEET. how cool is that? the answer sheet. lucky farts. they know the answers THAT fast.
kemmy came- helped her with her friendster profile. now's its all purple. cute (: then played with hamster for awhile. but just before, THEY GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK. i was very very badly shaken, i fell off the chair :/ then they went off ):
jenny came- watched a few vids, and left.
now i'm supposed to be studying, but i can only watch fall to pieces, FC version. <3
please save me from reality.
tuitioned yesterday.
with pan & charianne.
yesterday, lil monster;kayden was also known as PM. (: we're pmsES. haha, freaking cool.
rubbish party next next saturday.
lil monster, cheng & supernerd will most prolly be there (:
I CANNOT WAIT-
Friday, October 07, 2005
fivenineeight-ers (:
fiveeightnine-ers (:
eightfivenine-ers (:
eightninefive-ers (:
ninefiveeight-ers (:
nineeightfive-ers (:
WHOOTS
which one shall it be?
i'll take all please.
fort minor, believe me-
EXCLUSIVE PREVIEW ON MTV.
TONIGHT, MIDNIGHT.
addictive (:
PINK TINTS AND LENS FLARES! ;D
some old man commited suicide a few blocks away from mine, yesterday, in the morning.
i'll be praying for his soul to rest in peace. i hope he lived a life of joy, hope and love.
storm clouds may gather,
and stars may collide-
but i'll love you till the end of time.
the say love ends once one reaches the afterlife-
but even in the afterlife, i'll still love you.
i need a BREAK-
i wont study until three.
GO AHEAD, TRY AND MAKE ME (:
i am tired.
nearly slept in school ?!
WHAA .
thats very bad already la-
stayed back with ginny and jessica.
puiyong and sam were therer too.
they studied.
i didn't, jessica didn't.
because noone wanted to go play computer, i went to sleep :/ I WAS TIRED!!! still, i shouldn't have... later i tried different ways of sleeping. lying down on the bench, face up & down. its gross when you see stuff stuck UNDER the tables ): but it was fun. talking to jessica through the little gap between the tables and chairs while we lay there. then i went home. i was too tired.
math paper .
i can just kill myself now. not literally though. i lost ten marks or more? SILLY MISTAKES ):
i wish you were here-
till today- i still can't asorb chem. bio ain't that hard to memorize. phy i am DEAD.
studying science later, literature & geog tomorrow, IF THERE'S TIME. there's math tomorrow. i hopt i cover part of lit today too.
ARGH !
why isn't there NANO fonts-
not everything is meant for eyes to be seen
i just wanna flyaway and be set free
yesterday's photos are UP.
(:
there's one i really like.
its reminds me of FC.
got that one part-
AND I LOOKED BACK AT YOU.
-scroll down (:
<3
Thursday, October 06, 2005
TUITIONED ! :D
it was fun okay- was it three hours or something? lol.
first went to harbour.
met didi there- shall upload pictures later (:
then charianne was there (:
ate our fries and icecream.
left for tuition.
<3
tomorrow's my math.
thanks for the goodwishes (:
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
where's jimmy?
if jimmy is gonna get high tonight-
tell him i want some ;D
I WENT HOME EARLY TODAY.
because my eye was red, painful and dry-
i went to the GO to get eyedrops, grace's advice (:
so, down there- they sent me home :/ something about parents suing the school for giving medicine w/o their permission and said it was (insert some chim word which can replace sore eye/s) and said i should go home- cos quite a few people have been getting it lately and it spreads easily.
SO HERE I AM ! (:
boyfriend (:
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
no more chinese till next year (:
lets celebrate! XD
you know, before the exam, ginny asked me, why you so relaxed one? you don't care its? you don't care right?
she asked in a nice way of course.
you really don't know me well. you may not know me well in my life- but just something else,
i dont show it.
pooling now,
and i am TIRED. VERY tired ):
there's lit after school tomorrow
and-
math paper two on friday.
Monday, October 03, 2005
I AM SLACKING PEOPLE !
:/
accutally taking a LONG break ):
i started at seven thirty.
now it is eight.
and i still cannot memorize the words?!
ASDFGHJKL !
pooling for awhile.
then back to study MARIANNE !
air supply - goodbye (:
nice song.
suddenly my life dosen't seem such a waste-
please let me be,
and come what may (:
tomorrow is my chinese paper.
i know i haven't updated as much as i used to- sorry.
i need sometime to study and think.
think of what i am going to do from now on.
after everything that's happened, things are still left in a blur- i need to sharpen them (: i dont know who loves who anymore, who hates who anymore. i just cut myself away.
all i know is that, the more you dont reply, the more you let me be, the better i heal. for a moment. then- it all starts again. but then, it wont hurt as much as it did the night you made me whole and the afternoon you broke my heart :/
i dont blame you. i blame no one. it was a stupid mistake.
SMILE ! :/
as they say,
how can i smile-
with a tear in my eye ?
thanks for the rose (: its withered now, but thanks anyway (: i love the smell. i was addicted to it like it was my last :/
i just watched sleepover and initial d.
sleepover- almost impossible to happen to anyone in singapore :/
initial d- yes, edison chen rocks very much, thankyou. i like the story, it has a sad ending. he does what he likes, but dosen't get what he want. i think that may be my ending :/ doing what i like, but not getting what i want.
i take back yesterday.
i am not looking forward to tomorrow-
but i can't stay in the past any longer.
teach me how to fly away ?
Sunday, October 02, 2005
ASDFGHJKL tomorrow la !
i am telling you if you dont reply me i will just !!! ): i dont know.
GRRRRRL. chinese test tomorrow, and i only one one chapter of words our of what? seven chapters or so? DIE LA !
having a bad mood now. i guess its moodswing. it always comes whenever it reaches the night before monday.
I HATE I HATE I HATE
the statue carrying thing was screwed (:
we had to sit infront. PFFFTS.
and you just had to be there :/ sucker. haha.
the mass was VERY crazy. i couldn't stop laughing at one point :X
i think di was trying to tell/ask me something, but me, being me, i cannot read lips. so yar, i started LAUGHING. he also laughed la. but not as bad as me. we were like WHAT WHAT look each other, then i started laughing XD crazy.
then- jop HAD to pull his pants up halfway during mass, while his back was faced at the congrigation. HAHAHAHAHA. i couldn't stop laughing. and when i stopped, i just look at his direction and i would start laughing again. heehee.
and the little boys on the other side sang out of tune, to excite themselves. HAHAH, sick !
all the above,
STILL cannot cheer me up for tomorrow :/
screwed life eh ? whatever.
if you were my friend,
you would be more than black and white (:
went for the ten am mass today. wasn't expecting you to be there :/
grrrl, diagonally opposite somemore.
PLUS ! i was on the outside,
so it was a really CLEAR view
went to eat siew mai for lunch
freaking sucked ):
I WANT MY SEPTEMBER BACK!!!
but i can't always have what i want, and not what i need. i need a changed attitude- i want to get rid of the screw school attitude, but the harder i try, the worse things get. so i am currently sticking to what is given to me now. i need to get SMALLER. peiyi's skirt is small, very small and tight ): don't blame me, I DIDN'T CHOOSE IT.
i also need to stop swearing. no more saying of the word which was invented in the 1500's and people think it is COOL. ha, they need a reality check, it is NOT hip, it is just a vulgarity. and you could get jailed for saying it. so good luck.
i bet you will be there tonight :/ expected, but not wanted by ME.
and don't you listen or ask who you is. i WON'T tell. get it ? I WILL NOT TELL.
i bet you won't listen :/
SO WHY BOTHER ?!
; and when the world wasn't looking,
we went in reverse
Saturday, October 01, 2005
RED COLOURED BATHING APE SHIRT (:
BLACK TKSPIN SHIRT, LARGEST SIZE, ONE AUTOGRAPHED AND THE OTHER NOT.
GREEN TKSPIN SHIRT, LARGEST SIZE. DON'T KNOW WETHER AUTOGRAPHED OR NOT, DEPENDS ONTHE BLACK ONE.
BIG, BULKY PENCILCASE.
i don't need any of these (: but i want them. but too bad, its too expensive for me to get. its almost fifty bucks per item :/
screw them- let me get something more worthwhile .
make a change, stand out
from eveyone around you
take a chance
stand out from everyone around you
open up your mind today
don't be afraid of people saying
don't be so crazy
you know you can turn youself
into something else
so get up and make a change
make a change
YOU ALL REALLY SHOULD LISTEN TO THIS. STOP DRESSING THE WAY OTHERS ARE, SO WHAT IF THEY'RE ALL NOT WEARING WHAT YOU ARE ? BE DIFFERENT, BE BOLD. BE YOU (:
tuition rocks (:
went to pan's house. lucky is CUTE! (: then, chen came and charianne was completed (: played with her tablet. then her father came and picked us up. went to pick petrina up after that. then we went to tuition. the way pan & petrina INTERACT is damn funny. you just just watch.
then petrina went off. tuitioned for awhile longer. went to great world (: ate macs. fries&nuggets. <3 i love pan & charianne. and raju,petrina&that old lady ? AHAHAH .
OH YES, AND LUCKY (: <3
I guess underneath all of the grief is envy. I envied him, he was gone, and away from this madness we called earth, a place we had to deal with. He had run away from it all, darkness and the barrier of hope.It had all changed around. It was my fault, it was his actions. I was alive, he was dead. But I was sad, and he was happy. he had escaped.
:/
thats life for me-
without YOUR brothers here anymore,
without that KID i never knew
without that chance
any colour is not as beautiful or frightening as red, i love red (:
its okay, JUST LOOK.
picture rated PG-13.
if only we could turn back time ?
i have PEANUT written on both my arms.
so does little monster-
BUT WHY PEANUT ?!
everyone kept calling me peanut yesterday :/
CRAZY ! haha.
mass yesterday was alright in the end.
i woke up that morning,
took one nine five to school.
walked up to seven eleven with annabelle.
bought a mashed potato
walked all the way there.
met nic, des and adel.
THANK GOD FOR THE AIRCON (:
and the drizzle !
AND THE LONG RECESS.
anyway,
LETS GO OUT .
byebye
i already miss september. :/
but then again, this year, september was the worst, and best (:
thank you to everyone who made my day-
BUT WAKING ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDED.
<3